Thirty Years


Thirty years ago today I joined the staff of The Upper Room as assistant editor of Alive Now magazine. I was awarded the generous, extravagant, unheard-of salary of $15,000 per year, after which I went out and bought a car.

How can I adequately express my gratitude for these years of formation, of shaping and nurturing my being?

To my Saints, living and passed on to the eternal, I give great thanks. To Mary Ruth, John, Rueben, Hoyt, Laura, Moses, Joyce, Henri, Dorothy, Julian, Hildegard, Dietrich, and so many more. To Deen, Stephen, Marjorie, Michael, Janice, Judy, Bill, Don, Jerry, Trevor, Vance, Flora, and too many to name.

For retreats and prayer times. For brainstorming sessions and staff training. For laughter and tears. For parties and chapel services. For writing and editing and copy sessions. For print resources and for digital expressions. For immersion in creativity, undergirding our passion to help people grow in their relationships with God.

I see myself 30 years ago, and then I look at myself today. I write and talk and think — and don’t remember how I learned the things I know. I know many ways to prayer. I know the wisdom of Christian mystics. I know the ever-increasing hungers for sacred ways of living. I have stayed in this place and been gifted with a culture that values and embraces and teaches these things.

This thirty years — my post-graduate work in Christian spirituality. My Ph.D. in the Christian Life. My apprenticeship in growing closer to God.

In the words of Dag Hammarskjöld: “For all that has been — Thanks. For all that will be — Yes.”

13 thoughts on “Thirty Years”

    1. Beth, you are the very embodiment of that compassion, creativity and commitment that has characterized Alive Now throughout its years of publication. I remember those early days of our work together with such great fondness and gratitude.

  1. Congratulations of your 30 years with Upper Room. I will miss my paper copy of Alive Now! tremendously. I have kept many of them through the years and still refer to them. I look forward to what you will be sharing with us in the future. ========================= Mary Ann Tabor

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  2. Beth, you have blessed so many with your work and we grieve with you as these changes come hard one on another. We also thank God for the gifts that are to be revealed in the days and weeks ahead. I pray that you will feel our prayers holding you and the staff up a you walk this new part of the journey.

  3. What a beautiful capturing of 30 years of spiritual and editorial work – in a way that only Beth can write it! Thank you for helping us reminisce – enhanced by the photo of all those bound volumes of Alive Now! (I remember when the title included the “!”) I am missing my print copy already. I hold onto the current one a little closer – and will add it to my collection.

  4. Thank you for your faithfulness, your caring, and living a grace-full life. Much love and respect! 🍁🍁🍁

  5. I remember this magazine w/more than fondness. I’ve got every old format issue (inception to 1995) bar one: Jan/Feb ’73. I’d LOVE to find it or a bound volume for the year 1973 at almost ANY price. If anyone can help me locate same, I’d be eternally grateful.

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